Sometime last winter I found an online forum of rat owners. I usually shy away from online discussion groups...too many flame wars and hurt feeling and so on...but this one seemed very calm and welcoming.
I quickly got to know some of the regulars and their rats. There was one rat, Ellie, who began having seizures around the time I joined the forum. I sent Ellie's mom everything I had found when researching seizures for Leather.
Poor Ellie, though, didn't fare as well as Leather (whose seizures resolved after a few months...we guess she outgrew them) and she ended up on phenobarbital eventually. She also had other health problems and just plain aging.
I heard today that Ellie is gone. I'm almost as upset as I would be if she were my own girl...though she lived on the opposite end of the country and I knew her only from pictures and stories.
Before I go to sleep at night I find myself running through a mental list of the rats who are sick or recovering from surgery, and of course their worried owners. And I've come to care and worry about the people...there's a woman who lost her house and pets to a fire, a woman battling cancer, another who lost her husband. I find myself praying for and thinking of them as well.
From our ten rats I've come to care about dozens...and made a connection with dozens more people.
Good night, Ellie.
Posted by 4legsgood
at 9:52 PM EDT